Friction

I'm a tad tired...

Tired of circumstances to be right, of things to be sorted out, stabilized. Cause here I am ready but there's always the need to fall back, to slow down... to stay stagnant. It's... boring and very much frustrating.

And of how simple things are made so complicated. It's like spending so much energy on preparing for a holiday, on packing and on making sure is right. By the time you do go for the holiday, you'd end up just sleeping in the hotel, exhausted from all the planning.

I find that rather unbalanced.