R: Aging

I’m in a state of flux, where everything is in indefinites. No, I don’t want things to be compartmentalized, solidified or even defined. Part of the fun is to see how a story unfolds but sometimes you wish you could peek at the few chapters ahead.

But there are some things you can’t leave to chance for example studies which I wish I could ditch pronto to just concentrate on being a photographer/musicteacher/rockstar. Give me 5 years and I’d show you that dreams are not meant to be just in the clouds but instead be the very solid ground you stand on.

On a side note, I find music matures along with you as such is the beauty of a tune. It grows in two ways. One being musically as in your sensitiveness to the nuances of music itself. You may suddenly notice a certain rhythm, rhyme, chord structure, beat and other elements that you’d not notice few years priors.

Then the other would be its meaning, it could be the best song you’ve ever heard or The Song between someone you loved. But few years past, if the relationship disintegrates, it could be the most hurtful thing to your ears since it flushes down every single memory down that hole in your heart she or he made.